Wow. It has been awhile.  Oops.  BUT! I can explain why I was gone for almost exactly a month!

You see, I won a coloring contest.  And because of that, I won a huge new house in Seattle.  It came with a chef, and a buttler, and a plane, and a pilot, and a maid, and all sorts of fun stuff!  And, well, I was busy moving in to the house!  Seriously, you've gotta believe me! 

...Seriously, though.  I've been extremely busy recently.  December is a horrible month for me school wise.  I also seriously injured my right foot skating, and might have to get surgery done on it.  And my best friend had to go to the ER because he acidentally stabbed himself with a knife at work... again.  I am trying my hardest to keep up with this  thing,  since I do want to complete honors english. But, it is hard. 

Anyway, can you believe it is almost 2009?! 2008 seems to have just flown buy. At least, for me it did.  2008 was actually a pretty crummy year for me; I got sick far more often then I usually do, I seriously injured my right foot and spent a good portion of the year in pain (the injury chronically occured; but my coach and mom didn't think it was serious enough to have to take medical action until recently), I did horrible in all my skating stuff.... bleh. I won't complain anymore, because that won't change anything. 

At any rate, I am really looking forward to 2009.  I am traveling to WA to see all my good friends in April, I am graduating from Jr. High, I might be going to spend the summer in WA, I am starting High School/early college in August so I can graduate early and move to WA (If you couldn't already tell, I really like it up there), I am going to 3 anime conventions throughout 2009.... there's so much I can't wait to do.  

The only thing I'm not looking forward to is going back to school on the fifth... gr.

Anyway, from now on, I should be less busy, so I am going to try harder with this course. 

Thanks for reading, I suppose.

Jya.

Cookie.

Dreams

All rite!  I'm actually some-what on time with this post this week!  Yayz!

For as long as I can remember, I've always had really odd dreams at night.  Like, last night I dreamt that I was eaten by Parana's (I know I totally slaughtered that word) that lived under the grocery store.  And a few nights ago, I had this totally bizarre dream where my friends face merged into a bubble-bees face, and that as a bubble-bee, he was flying around trying to sting me because that morning I had made him pancakes for breakfast instead of waffles.   And, well, you get the picture.  

A lot of times, after I wake up from a weird dream, I'm shocked.  I think to myself "Wow, I can't believe all that actually went on in the back of my mind." while making a face that looks kinda like 0.o that. 

Sometimes, I wake up in the morning, and I know I had a weird dream the night before, but I don't remember it.  So, I get out of my bed, and go to school.  Then, sometime during the school day, someone will do or say something that'll trigger my mind to remember my dream.  And then, when I remember it, I just burst out laughing.  Then everyone around me goes 0.o then proceed to either slowly back away or ask what I'm laughing so hard about. Goooood fun.

Anyway, I'm gonna stop for now.  I'm planning on adding more on to this tomorrow morning, or the next time I have a dream and can remember it well enough to write about it.  I just wanted to get this first intro part out of the way.

Jya ne

~Cookie

Christmas (A bit early, I know)

Heh, it's been awhile.  Sorry about that.  I've been quite busy as of late, and I totally spaced on writing in this thing. Oops.

Right now, we're steadily nearing the holiday season.  Normally, I'd be happy about this, but right now my feelings are just "Eh, Christmas.  So what?".  Everyone else seems to be getting all hyped up about it.  My younger brothers (5th and 8th grade) are already choosing all the presents they want to receive from my parents.  My parents have already bought them said presents (Most notably, a $200 dollar lego set for the 5th grader, and a PSP for the 8th) and have stashed them away in the closet.  When they asked me what I wanted, I just looked at them and said "Money for when I go to Washington". They haven't given a response to weather or not that will be happening yet. Also, it seems that all my friends are planning out what they're giving everyone.  Just this morning I was on the phone with my cousin when she said "Your Christmas Present is so creepy. I found it online and ordered it today".  This made me think about what I want to get everyone for christmas.

Normally,  I get everyone the same thing; a box of chocolates, and a gift card for itunes or the bookstore. This year, though, I kind of want to get everyone presents that are more unique.  I just don't know what to get them, and, eh, like I said before I'm really lacking enthusiasm for this.  Actually, I've never really been a big Christmas person.  Mainly because all we do on Christmas is drive all over the state to visit my family, which, in my opinion is very boring. Christmas is always the same for my family.  One year, we went down to St. George for Christmas, but even that was a little boring since I don't find St. George all that exciting.  Most of my friends will be away for the holidays this year, so I'll be even more bored this year then I was in previous years.  Of course, I want my friends to have fun on their travels, but part of me really wishes they'd just stay home and hang with me all through break.  Kinda selfish, I know.

This reminds me.  Every year, I have to skate in a skating show for christmas.  And, guess what? I hate it.  I hate doing shows, because the girls who skate at my rink are all younger then me, and annoy the crap out of me.  I hate christmas music with a burning passion.  It's too cheerful, and leaves a bitter taste in my mouth.  The only good part about it is that after the show, I get to eat a whole bunch of free junk food with my friends who are coming to see said show.   I think my  Grandma is coming to see the show as well, but she'll be bringing her boyfriend (Whom I'm 80% sure is her fiance now) with her. And, well, I don't really like him. Actually, no one in my family really likes him besides my Grandma.  (long story that I won't go into here) But.. yeah.  I'll be able to deal with the skating stuff. After all, I've put up with it for 11 years.

I'm going to stop now.  This is starting to turn into a rant.

Jya~

Cookie

Test

So, today I had to take the Juv. Freestyle test for skating.

And, I didn't pass it.  

Of course, I was expecting not to pass it.  After all, today was the first time I've tested since two years ago, so I'm not mad about not passing.  It's the judges rudeness and unrealistic expectations that are pissing me off right now.

During my first footwork, I took a HUGE fall.  

During said fall, I slid 5 feet across ROUGH ice, which cut up my back and made it all bloody (I was wearing an open-back dress), cut my right-knee open (Lots of blood there) and scraped my elbow.  After falling I, of corse, got right back up and kept going, but, well, it was kind of DIFFICULT for me to do ANY of my jumps or spins after that because there was blood litterally flowing DOWN my back and DOWN my knee for the last 2 minutes of my program.  

So, after doing my horrible program, I got off, gave my coach a nod which generally meant "Yeah, yeah, I know I failed." and waited for my papers from the judges that said I failed to come.  At this point in time, I wasn't mad.  Yet. 

After I waited about 20 minutes, the judges papers came.  And, guess what? The first thing all of them said was "That fall wasn't that bad." 

What. The. Flip. 

I can't believe they actually EXPECTED me to be able to skate at top level while blood's flowing down my leg and back.  I mean, after I got off the ice, I couldn't freakin walk AT ALL.  And then, one of the judges had the NERVE to dock me points because she didn't like my music.  How retarded is that?  I mean, to some extent I can understand making a comment about not particularly liking the music, but actually docking me because of it?  

There was a lot more that was said that pissed me off, but, well, I'm too pissed to list it all now.

BUT, on a more positive note, after my test I went and got a really nice new coat, and then went over to Osaka (A local sushi resturant) and pigged out on delicious sushi. 

I'm gonna stop now.

Jya ne~

Cookie

Hey!

It's been a while.  Sorry about that, guys. I've been pretty busy as of late, and have had some issues getting on here.  But, don't worry!  Aside from the fact that my cats' are currently trying to rip my foot to shreds (I'm wearing my skating tights, which they love attacking.), I'm alive and well.  

Anyway, just a few moments ago, the results of this years elections were announced. And, of course, Obama won!  I'm pretty happy about this, and I bet that Obama's family is pleased, as well.  I mean, after the Obamas' had to go through losing an important member of their family, I'm sure that his win has really cheered them up.  

You know, in all honesty, I'm not quite sure about how I feel about his winning.  My parents are thrilled about it, and they feel that he will help better our economy, schools'/children's education, and that he will help pull us out of war.  But... I really don't know.  Right now I'm kinda worried we're going to get bommed to death if he pulls the troops out too soon.  To tell the truth, in a way, I actually kinda hoped Mcain would become Prez, but I also want the U.S. to change, so I guess what my friend said [quote]"If you want a country to change, you should change its leader and the part it belongs to."[/un-quote] was true, even if gramatically what he said doesn't really seem to make much sense to me.

Well, I'm gonna stop now.

I have lottsa homework to do, and so little time to do it in. @_@

Jya ne!

~Cookie

Its over, FINALLY!  And, of course, when I say its I mean Anime Banzai 2008. 

I had a LOT of fun.  But, then again, that's not any different from other conventions I go to. Since it was an anime convention, I have lots of amusing stories.  

Like, for example, there was this L cosplayer who kept randomly popping up throughout the day and, one of the times he "popped up" me and my cousin just happened to be running inside an elevator so we could play the up and down game since we were bored.  So, what does the L do?  He runs inside with us.  But then, while we were all sitting there giggling, this fat old guy in overalls who was a NORMAL-O (What we call Normal, non-convention related people who were at the same hotel the convention was being held at).  After the Normal-O came in, it got really quiet and Awkward.  So, finally, after a minute L said "Uh... I should go." Then he pressed the button that opens the elevator doors and he ran out.  Then, a few seconds after that me and my cousin (Me being Kallen from Code Geass, and My cousin being Misa from Death Note) looked at eachother and said "Uh... we  should be going, too." then we also ran out.  After that, us and the random L just sat there and laughed and laughed.  

We also kept running into these guys from a card trading shop who were wearing long white coats that said "Pokemon Professor" on them.  Everytime we saw them, they gave us free pokemon cards, pins, and stickers, so now I have this great big bag filled with Pokemon cards.  I stuck the stickers on the back on my convention badge, and put the 41 pins I got on my convention lanyard thing.  It was great.  I also took a pic of all the Pokemon professor guys when they were doing this really funny group pose on the big "Grand Staircase" at the hotel.  Needless to say, their posing and my picture taking caused a HUGE traffic buildup on the stairs, with around 50 people trying to go up, and 50 trying to go down.  

The cosplay contest/masqurade was great, too.  I didn't enter this year, though.  But, yeah, it was still enjoyable.  BUT!  The best part came AFTER the cospaly contest/masqurade was over when they started the closing ceremonies.  Heh heh heh.  During the closing ceremonies I got to sit RIGHT behind Vic Mingogna.  It was awesome.  I got him to sign a DVD and a hat.  He was also fun to talk to, even though he's, like, as old as my mom, I think. lol AND... during anime idle (I know that's spelt wrong, forgive me!) MY SUPER, ULTIMATE, AWESOME, AMAZING, HERO TUXEDO MASK SANG A SONG WHICH I MADE A VIDEO OF AND MIGHT POST LATER JUST FOR FUN.

*whew* I'm tired now.  Maybe I'll write more about Convention fun later!

Jya ne!

-Cookie

Different Timezones and how they PISS ME OFF

For the past few years, I've had an "obsession" with the internet.  Of course, this, in my opinion isn't a bad thing at all.  I've learned a lot from just sitting on my butt randomly searching for my favorite T.V. shows on google.  And, so, naturally, because of my "obsession" with the internet, I have met many awesome and amazing people who I love talking/typing/with.  Many of these friends live all over the world, and so this has widened my view of the world, so to speak.  But! That's the problem! Since all my amazing online friends live in different parts of the world, I have issues being able to talk/type to them on a regular basis. This has ALWAYS driven me crazy.  It  has also taught me how just one hour can make a whole lot of difference.

For example,  I have a good friend whom I will not name who lives in a area which is an hour behind the time here.  Now, since I'm such good friends with this particular person, I like being able to talk to them as much as possible. And, well, on weekdays, nither of us can get onto the compy to chat until around 10:30 p.m. because of our busy lives.  Often times I end up talking to them until Midnight my time, while it's only 11:00 their time.  This may not seem like a lot, but to me it is.  Normally, I go to bed at 11:00, and, well, missing an hour of sleep every other week day really isn't a very good idea... for me, at least.  (It's okay for me to miss sleep on weekends, though, 'cause I can just sleep in. I can't miss too much, though.)

I really wish that I lived in some amazing area where the timezone was made perfectly so I could be able to talk to all my online friends at least twice a week.... I know that there isn't a timezone like that, but I can still wish, ne?

~Cookie

P.S. My VN I'm trying to download right now hates me.  It's taken 2 days so far to seed on bittorent.  *sighs* I'm really upset about that. Oh well.

Nosebleeds

~This entry is dedicated to my good friend whom I will not name who gets bloody noses as often as I do! ~

Nosebleeds are... EVIL.  Seriously, ever since I was a little girl I have always gotten them.  I'm not exageratting when I say that I get at least one a week, which is a lot compared to some of my friends who get one bloody nose a year.  The worst part is that I always get them at really inconvenient times.  

Like, one time last spring, I was walking home from school when BAM! I got a HUGE bloody nose.  And, well, lucky me didn't have any tissue. So, naturally I looked up at the sky to try and stop the blood flow and then slammed my hand to my nose, but, well, that didn't work.  In the end, I left a great, big, gross, trail of blood that lead from the stop sign by the school back to my house.  Needless to say, by the time I got home I was a mess. The only thing good about it was that I managed to gross out everyone who was walking behind me.

Another time, I bled all over the bathroom.  Ick. Ick. Ick.

Now... what was the point of this entry? Oh yes!  You people who don't get bloody noses often should be grateful!  Oh, and NO I do not get bloody noses so often 'cause I'm a pervert 'cause I'm not a pervert.

Jya ne!

-Cookie

BTW... expect the next entry to be about Clannad, a Visual Novel I'm playing/reading/whateveryouwanttocallit right now.

Convention Stress.... >.<

Argh!  It's a week before AB 2008, and I'm facing EXTREME convention stress right now.  

For those of you who don't quite know what I'm talking about, convention stress is basically what happens to all frequent con-goers right before a convention.  Right now, I'm facing cosplay stress, as always.  I'm sure next week I'll be facing hotel money stress.  And then I'll be facing dealers room money stress.  Mm, basically all the stress I can see myself having this year is money-related.  Kinda sad, huh? I think by the end of this convention I will have spent $450 total.  *sighs* I think I'm going really overboard for this, which is kinda bad since AB is such a small con. 

Anyway, just... arugh!  I have SO much to do in SO little time.  So, to show you all the pain I have to go through in just two weeks, I'm going to write a list of things to do, and the dates they have to be done by. ^_^

1: Finish Chloe Bodysuit-thing - October 20 (I have a pre-con photoshoot scheduled.  Annoying!)

2: Put belt buckles on boots - October 20

3: Take pink prom dress to cleaners and get it cleaned - October 24

4: Borrow necklace for pink dress - October 24

5: Order Wig - October 11

6: Order other wig - October 11

7: Finish Skirt (Annoying!)

8: Figure out who the hell is staying at the hotel with me - October 18th

9: Buy new brown shoes - October 20

10: Buy new white socks - October 20

11: Make Kallen necklace thing - October 20 (Gah! I have like 3 photoshoots for this costume! GR! ANNOYING!*

...You get the point, ne?  

I really don't want to do any of the photoshoots. During  the last one I went to I almost fell off a bridge.  You see, I was walking on top of this 8-foot-tall railing that was on a bridge for a picture, and, well, 1/2 way through the pic this stupid guy decided to jump on the bridge.  -_- The only reason I didn't fall was cause I jumped off the railing and rolled on the bridge.  My friend who was taking the pictures actually got a really cool picture of me jumping off. 

Hahhhh.... I should stop ranting now.  No one understands what I'm ranting about, anyway.

Jya ne~

Cookie

Nyappy October!

Ah!  It's October!  Actually, it's been October for a few days now, but I've been  feeling too bitter recently to really be happy about it being October, even though October is my favorite month for a few different reasons.  Oh, and this October is especially special. Anyway, the reasons I like October so much are...

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Reasons October is Great overall:

1 - The weather is BRILLIANT.  Seriously, it's not too hot, and it's not too cold.  It reminds me of the weather in Oregon and Washington during the summer.  Those are my favorite places to visit, because of the nice weather and because I have some good friends up there, but that's a story for another blog.

2 - One word.  Halloween.  Seriously, I love Halloween.  What, with the costumes, candy, and parties, who doesn't love Halloween? 

3 - I have about 6000 friends who have Birthdays in October, and, honestly, I really love making Birthday Cards that torture and embarrass my buddies. 

4 - In October, most teachers stop beginning each and every sentence with "In this class you MUST...."  ...I'm not the only one who has noticed that teachers say that a lot during the first month or so of school, right?

5 - Bands I like are always on tour during the fall, and they always seem to be playing in Utah and/or Cali or Colorado during October, and so I normally go to a lot of concerts in October.  ((Unfortunatly, there are no concerts I want to go to this October, BUT I will be going to see Dir en Grey's concert in November))

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And, of course, the reasons that make October special this year are....

1 - Anime Banzai 2008 , which, for those of you who don't know, is an Anime Convention I attend and Voulenteer at.  Last year, AB was in August, the heat was basically hell for all the cosplayers, including myself.  (Cosplay.  Figure out what it means yourself, it's not that hard.) I'm also looking forward to this because a lot of my best budds will be attending the con, so that means I get to spend a lot of time with them. AND.... I GET TO MISS A DAY OF SCHOOL... JUST LIKE LAST YEAR! 

2 - Death Note Movie 2 in theatures. (I know that's spelt wrong)  Do I need to say anything else besides Death Note?  Probably.  Will I?  No.

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Anyway, those *counts* 7 things are what makes October so great and wonderful and amazing.

Well, I'm gonna go now.

Jya ne!

Cookie

PS.  Did anyone get which band I referenced to in the title of this post?

Hey!  It's about 10:43 and I'm bored out of my freakin mind.  Fun, ne?

If this was a normal school day, I'd probably be getting ready to go to sleep right about now, but during the weekends my sleep schedule is always screwed up.  And by that, I mean that I sleep A LOT.  I mean, last night I slept for 12 hours, and then I took a nap earlier for 1 hour.  And, because of this, I'm not really very tired right now.  

*sighs*  I really wish something exciting would happen now, but, alas, I don't think anything will.  You see, I haven't really gone out so far this weekend because my legs are freakin killing me.  I mean, right now, I can hardly walk.  For now, I'm blaming skating.  This week has been a rough week as far as skating goes, and the more rough skating is = the more pain I'm in.  I've been stretching like crazy to try and stop the pain, but it hasn't really worked very well so far. 

I think tomorrow I'm going out to buy even more cosplay stuff.  Yeah, I know, I'm crazy.  Oh!  I guess I should mention that I got a new Ipod nano.  It's called something like "Chonomatic" or something.  I can't remember.  Anyway, It's pretty neat.  I've already put some pics on it and have bought games for it as well.  Right now, I'm trying to figure out how to convert all my AVI files to MP4 files so I can put Code Geass and One Pound Gospel on my ipod, but so far I haven't been able to figure out anything.  But, I will figure it out, mark my words.

Gosh, I've pretty much run out of things to say.  It seems that, recently, all my blog posts have been really pointless.  I'm going to try harder from now on to actually write about intellegent things in this blog instead of rambling on about my day.  So look forward to that, I guess. With that being said, I'm going to stop writing in this thing.  I'm expecting a call from a good friend of mine who is currently traveling overseas, and I want to be able to jump up and run to the phone once it starts ringing without having to worry about leaving my post in this thing unfinished.

Jya ne!

~Cookie

Motivation

This was originally going to be a post about the epic ending of Code Geass R2, but, well, I'm too grumpy to talk about that, so instead I'll talk about midterms and my motivational issues.  

Fun, I know.

ANYWAY, we got midterms today, and mine were not good at all.  I got comments from all my teachers like "Good Student, but lacks Motivation"  And, you know what?  I agree with them.  I really don't have any motivation to do things that don't interest me.  I mostly have good grades in the classes that I love (Even though I have a horrible grade in english right now.  Oops.) but, in classes I hate, I just can't find the motivation to do the work.  I mean, I work in class, but after the 45 minute period of doom is over, I don't feel a need to force myself to do the work for that class anymore.  It's kind of sad, but it's true.  

I feel bad about not being motivated, really I do.  I know that this year my grades actually count, and that if I fail a class everything is gonna go downhill, but... I don't know.  I tell myself to do the work, I think about what will happen if I don't put more effort into classes that don't interest me, but nothing seems to be working.  Right now, things have gotten worse, too.  *sighs* I guess it's mostly because people who are supposed to hate me, like me, and people who are supposed to like me, hate me.  So... yeah.

ANYWAY, I want to ask you people that may or may not be reading this... where do you get your motivation from?

Thanks.

Cookie

My Mommy lied to me when I was five... T_T

Okay, guys my mom is EVIL!  You see, she lied to me when I was five and I only just found out now!  How did she lie, you ask?

Well, before I tell you that, some background information is necessary.  You see, when I was about five I had a HUGE obsession with the movie Anastasia.  And, well, I had EVERYTHING Anastasia, or, at least, I THOUGHT I DID 'CAUSE MY MOMMY SAID I DID!  I had (And still have) shoes, bed sheets, figures, cups, a popcorn bucket, all the burger king figures, a bunch of plushies, huge dolls, and I have ALMOST all the figures.  The Keyword is ALMOST!  

You see, I a few minutes ago I popped in my old Anastasia soundtrack, and during a moment of nostalgia I got onto ebay to see how much my old stuff was worth and then I found out the horrible secret my Mommy kept from me for so long.  You see I discovered that.... I DON'T FREAKIN HAVE THE OPRA DEMITRI FIGURE! ARGH!  I also don't have the CHRISTMAS TRAIN SET! AHHHHH!

So, yeah.  Now I'm going into spiraling depression and it's all my Mommy's fault for LYING TO ME! GRR!

I've also decided that I am going to get that opra figure even if it kills me.  I am also gonna get that train set.  I will only be able to relax once I have gotten those two things and my collection is complete.

EDIT: I JUST DISCOVERED THAT I AM NOT ONLY MISSING ONE, BUT TWO FIGURES! Apparantly I am also missing the Elegant Escort Demitri Figure. T_T NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I'M DOOOOMMMMMEEED!

Just so you all know, these are pics of the figures I need : D Please buy them for me if you see them. 

Opera Figure

Elegant Escort

I feel depressed today... D :

 I feel like crap today.  Seriously.  I'm tired, my stomach hurts, some of my friends are mad at me, and my good friend is being really slow at replying to his e-mail and it's ticking me off!

So, people, what do you suggest I do to ease my pain? 

-Cookie

Pointless Post is Pointless....

Hey everyone who actually reads this thing!  What's up?

Today, I'm in a good mood, I guess.  I don't know why either.  Maybe it's 'cause I just finished dinner and am full.  Or maybe it's 'cause I finally got caught up with Perfect Girl Evolution (Gotta love reverse-harem shoujo manga).  Hm.  I don't know.  I guess I'm just having an all around good day.

Hm.  Was there even a specific reason for me writing this?  I can't remember any more.  Oh well. I noticed that my rainbow colors I use keep changing in every post.  So, yeah, sorry about that.  I can't quite make up my mind about which color combo looks best, so bear with me while I do my experimenting. 

Now I remember the point of this post, but, well, I'm kind of tired and don't really like writing about the awesome party me and my friends had over the weekend, so you'll have to wait till tomorrow to hear about that. 

Gosh, now I feel like just plain rambling about random stuff, which is kind of sad because the original point of this post was not for me to ramble about crap.  OH WELL It's the new point now, I guess.  So, does anyone like listening to Oshare Kei music?  Seriously, I'm like the only person I know IRl who listens to it.  Sad, huh?  I don't know if that makes me unique or just plain weird.  *sighs*  Oh, guess what?!?! I'm going to Dire en Grey's concert for the 3rd time in a month or so!  I'm so excited!  I bet that all you people are jealous, huh? *squeels*

I think I've been rambling for too long.  Well, actually I haven't, but I'm kind of sick of writing in this thing right now, so more next time.

Jya ne!

So, basically, I'm going to miss 4/5 days of school this week. (I think)

Yeah, you read the title.  Right now, I'm pretty sure that I'm going to miss 4/5 days of school this week, which means hell for me.  So now, on top of having to finish all this cosplay stuff I've procrastinated on for six months, I have to catch up on all my school work.  Fun, I know.  Right now my mom is ticked at me because I'm more concerned about the cosplay stuff then I am about my missing schoolwork, but, well, I've spent around $300 on cosplay stuff so far and there's no way that I'm going to let all that money and effort go to waste.  I mean, I know school is important and all, and I'm actually pretty caught up on my work despite what my parents appear to believe, and on a normal scale cosplay and school are pretty even, but, well, I haven't spent $300 on my school stuff... ^_^;;; Gosh, I must sound stupid now.   

La de dum, la de do... since I've been sick I've had a whole lot of spare time.  It's only my body that's sick, not my mind.  So, yeah, it kind of sucks because after having so much time to think I have come up with a whole lot of ideas and plans for various things I want to put into action, but my body doesn't really want to cooperate.   *sighs*  I can't even remember why I'm posting in this... probably because I'm bored and sick and would feel like I haven't acomplished much of anything as far as school is concerned today if I didn't.  Gosh, I hate feeling that way.  Like, when I go to skating I always have to acomplish something, otherwise I feel like I wasted $30 on gas, ice time, and my lessons.  It's the same with when I draw.  If the picture doesn't turn out nicely in my eyes, then I consider it a waste.  Yeah, I'm a perfectionist.  Got a problem with that?  

This is random but does anyone who happens to be reading this know why the heck the clocks on CR are all screwed up right now?!?!?! I got a message like 2 hours ago and instead of saying "message recived at 6:49 p.m." it says "message recieved 23 days ago"  Gah!  

Gosh, I think I've been writing in this thing for too long.  The video I was waiting for to download has downloaded, and I really want to watch it now.

Jya ne

Cookie

Releasing Stress....

I flipping hate being sick.  Seriously.  It sucks. And  Since I haven't been able to talk AT ALL for the past couple of days I've been using this nifty Code Geass Voice Generator. It pisses my parents off, though, because they can't understand Japanese at all and they have a hard time understanding broken Engrish.  XD The best part is that when they tried using it to bug me, they didn't understand the site since it's in japanese-only.  Gosh, I love being the only one in my household who knows it (Even though I'm not very fluent yet).  Anyway, I kind of got off-topic there, but I don't think anyone is going to care since most everyone on here seems to be completely random. 

But, yeah, today I spent around an hour waiting to see the doctor so I could get checked for strep, and the whole time I was about ready to burst into tears while rolling on the ground and hugging my legs.  My throat was burning up, I couldn't flippin breath, and there was some  lady who kept trying to convert me to mormonisum.  Seriously, it was the worst hour ever.  And, to make things worse,  I don't have strep quite yet, so the doctor couldn't give me any perscripstions.  Or, at least, that's what I was told.  So, for the time being, I'm suck with this over-the-counter stuff which really isn't working at all. *sighs*

Hm. In case you can't tell, I'm in a really crappy mood.  It's times like these when I need my friend who listens to all my rants to listen to me and give me advice, but he's freakin on holiday right now. GR!  I mean, he honestly deserves to have a break, but when I don't have someone to rant at I get really angry.  *sighs again*  Now I've gone and confused myself about stuff which I will not talk about here because it is too complicated for anyone by myself to comprehend.... Well, actually, it's not that complicated.  I just don't feel like talking about it here since I'm sure that 90% of the people who may be reading this would have a very negitive reaction to what I'm confused about.  Actually, they probably wouldn't be that mad, they'd just be shocked and think that I have really, really, really, really, really, really.... unique friends.  Hm.  I think I should stop now before I confused myself and others even more.

Good Bye,

Cookie

Oh, I apologize for my bad spelling/grammar in this post.  I'm sick, tired, hungry, and confused and, to tell the truth, using flawless spelling/grammar is really not on my list of top concerns at the moment.

Life's greatest mystery....

After doing a word count of my two previous entries, I discovered that I only typed 477 words!  Scary, I know!  I would just leave it at that, but, for some reason, I can picture Mr. Thompson sitting on his computer at 1:00 a.m. on Sunday night counting all the words in mine and my classmates blogs.  And, so, now, I'm going to talk about everyones favorite subject... stalkers!

Anyway, I've already told some of my good friends about this little "fantasy" of mine, but for those of you who haven't already listened to me talk about this, just sit back and enjoy reading about some of the utterly amazing stuff that goes on in my brilliant mind.

So, for as long as I've been in computer classes, I've been told "Never give out personal information on the internet.  Never post pictures of yourself on the internet.  Never talk to people you don't know on the internet.  Why?  Because if you do any of these things, you might get stalked by a pervert pedophile.   And, after being told this for the first time back in first grade, I thought "What if two stalkers met?!?!"

Seriously, lets say that there's two old guy pedophiles who live in Seattle.  One of them is pretending to be a little girl, and one of them is pretending to be a little boy, and both of them belong to a huge online chat room/message board.  And, one day, they both meet and begin to talk.  After talking for a few days both stalkers decide to meet IRl.  And, so, on the day of the meeting they both arrive at the designated meeting place, only to find that their "New toy" is really another child stalker!  

I mean, wouldn't that be funny?!?! I mean, what would they do if that happened?  Would they be embarrassed, would they try to kill one another, or would they bond over a steaming cup of coffee at a nearby cafe?  If you want, I'd really appreciate hearing your thoughts on this.

Thanks for reading!

Cookie

Introduction

Hey!

Since this is my first "official" blog post, I'm going to go ahead and introduce myself.

My name... doesn't matter.  Everyone calls me Cookie, which is much better than my real name. 

I really enjoy reading and writing.  In fact, I cannot sleep at night without reading at least something right before I go to bed.  It's kind of sad, but true.  And, well, I haven't gone a day without writing a story or poem of some-sort in a very, very, very, long time.  

Along with reading and writing, I also enjoy Japanese media in most of its forms.  Some people think it's weird, and some people think I'm a nerd for this reason alone, but I honestly don't care. I've met a lot of my best friends through this,  and, to me, meeting and making new friends while watching/reading/listening to what I like is much, much, much better then watching/reading/listening to stuff I hate.  

My other hobbies, which I will talk a lot about, are figure skating and viola playing.  I've been a figure skater for about 10 or 11 years now and I like it well enough.  It's helped my self-esteem a lot, and has also helped me get used to doing well under stress and getting up in front of people and performing.  I've been playing the viola for around four years now, and, yeah, I really like it.  It's fun, and I think that I'm pretty good at it.  Of course, I play other instruments but the viola is my primary instrument. 

Anyway, I think that's enough of an introduction.  I don't feel the need to say a whole lot about my personality or anything since everyone who reads this should have a somewhat decent idea of how I act.  

Hm, I guess I should also say that I will be updating this around two-three times a week.  I really like blogging for many different reasons, and I think that this'll help me get rid of some of my random thoughts better then my other blog... ^_^

Thanks for reading!

~Cookie

Blog Post Number One

Hello, everyone!

This is my first blog entry for Honors English. Exciting, I know.

I think that my posts in this blog will be a little different then the ones I post in an older blog of mine, purely because this is for school. And, well, I don't know about you, but I sure don't want my classmates (some of whom I hardly know) to know every little thing that goes on in my head.  I mean, seriously, if I posted the same way in this blog that I do in my other blog I'd probably get in pretty big trouble. ^_^;;

So, for the time being, please bear with me as I get things going on this account.  I promise once things get going this blog will be very interesting, to say the least.